Days of Ling

Decided!

2005-05-17T12:46:00.001+08:00

Finally, I have decided...on the company. Well, itz not so much of my decision than ppl ard me. Well I am gonna take their advice since i asked for it and see how it works out. I mean I still wanna try and see what suits me...and there's always a chance to get back into International Relations. Hope they wun be upset with me for not taking that position...

Interesting

2005-05-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

Had a gd day today, met up with JY, SZ & SH! Haa....everyone is still as crappy as ever! Oh...n met clarence, finally! Haa....he seems to be real sweet to shuzhen..really happy for her!

Rcvd lotsa advice about life and many things from Greg...itz interesting cos i usually dun see things from a guy's pt of view...well...guess i am usually too self centred..haa...So itz a totally different perspective that I get to see things from...will keep the advice in mind. Probably come in handy one day =P

As for job....decided to go for interest first, as much as I love money...haa..still kinda believe in the u excel in doing what u love. Haa....that's probably gonna be a mmm...smthg related to happy family n not stressful life. Tough in sg though...wldnt dream much abt it...

Troubled...

2005-05-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

Who knows job search can be this agonising? Trying to decide between jobs...trying to see if distance matters? company matters? pay matters? career path matters? It's totally sick! Really, i hate this....I mean i dunno, shld i accept one of the 3 offers rite now? But itz so totally i dunno...the ones that pay well, i dun relish doing them...the one that does not, is what i like...

Haiz..why does things have to be like this? I mean cant interest n remuneration match? Shld i wait for better job opportunities? Cousin asked me why I am so eager in starting work. Well, it isnt exactly something i LOVE..but well, i gonna start earning my keeps rite? Haiz...Shit, i have to sigh again...Just hate this inadequate n not knowing what to do feeling.

Well....anyway, tink i gonna turn one down and wait and see...i shld really try to find ways to migrate..haa....Fanni still have her dream of finding the rich guy and getting married...well, i m sure all girls would like that, but well, seriously doubt there are more than 0.00001% of guys in sg who are like that =P N they are probably taken...haha...but well, itz always gd to have dreams cos who knows, dreams may come true. *hope so...*

Mmm....dunno what to tink rite now, whether to wait n see or to accept...i really dislike growing up....being a little kid is so gd...